My Testimony Part 14: Love That Lights the World on Fire: Part 1
This is part 14 of my testimony series, and you can view all of them here. This is a testimony of how I met Witness 1, and how Jesus Christ brought us together in the most unusual circumstances. It is about our true love through Jesus Christ, and how that will set the world on fire. I highly credit Witness 1 for leading me to Jesus Christ and standing by me through this wild ministry. In the end there is a sermon on Jesus Christ from Witness 1.
Introduction - The Testimony to End the World
I have written on Witness 1 before, but never a full story of how we met or came together, or how we fell in love. When I was praying earlier today God told me I had to complete this testimony to shake things off. Why? I don't know. Maybe because Satan has done everything to break me and Witness 1 apart, but it just can't happen. Maybe it's because our love really is that powerful.
In our wedding vows, Witness 1 said we were like "Adam and Eve", and I truly, firmly believe that. Last night, before bed, we were laughing at this one simple question, "How did we even find each other?"
You see, years ago, I was a Reddit queen of conspiracy, and I had my own cult on Reddit, too! I have a bad habit of forming cults (this is a joke by the way). Remember, prophets can be funny, too. Anyway, one of these days I'll write my Reddit testimony, but let's just say I was popular on the conspiracy and controversial subs.
I was honestly just looking for people who saw through the lies of the world, and over the years, I met a lot of cool people on there - even Judah who is now in our council! Who would have thought?
I always sorted /r/conspiracy by new, looking for the posts that received the most downvotes. As I was sorting, a post caught my eye. It was from a man ranting about the pope and the end of the world. In the comments, he was cussing everyone out, and I honestly laughed a little bit. Who was this guy?
I decided to message him, which was highly unusual for me. I never really messaged anyone (I'm a girl, duh) (another joke), but this time I felt bad for this guy. I felt like he needed some encouragement.
I wrote him a message that simply said, "Hi, I liked your post."
I think that may have been the best day of his life!
We replied back and forth for a bit, and then he gave me his number.
I decided to text him because I'm a risk-taker like that, and yes, I did have a boyfriend at the time. However, I have written many times how I was a fallen woman in the past, and I was not living righteously or for Christ. I have since repented for all of these sins, and I will never do anything like that again in Jesus's name. Please see all my testimonies for my repentance and transformation.
Overtime we became friends. Yes, we flirted, but we lived in separate states, and it seemed unrealistic that we should ever meet or get together in any way. However, for whatever reason, I trusted him, and there was one quality I liked about him: his fire.
I saw something in him. I felt like he had fire to bring on the end of the world.
Witness 1's Fire
The first time I talked to Witness 1 on the phone, he asked, "Will you marry me?" He was being serious, but I just laughed. I thought, "That was a bit bold, but I appreciated it." Yes, I told him I had a boyfriend, and again, I never thought anything would work out for us.
Witness 1 became my trusted confidant, and I told him lots of things about me, not feeling any shame or care because I thought I'd never meet him. We talked nearly every day, sometimes getting into intense debates.
In fact, our friendship was founded upon debate. That was really what we enjoyed doing. I remember, the thesis I put together that the Earth may be flat. I still have the emails to document this. Do I think the Earth is flat? Maybe, but that's for another post, another time, and I do not think it's a salvation issue. Here is part of an email I wrote to Witness 1. I took these things very seriously:
That isn't the full email, if anyone wants to see the rest, but I just wanted to show some evidence of this testimony. Haha, moving on. Also, I thought it was funny I spent so much time on that.
Anyway, I spent a lot of time debating Witness 1, and at the time, I was searching for the truth. After a few weeks, he told me he believed in Jesus Christ.
I responded rudely, "I thought you were smart."
Wisely, he said that he was willing to study the Bible with me and prove to me Jesus was real. I thought, "What else am I doing with my life?" He thought the same.
So, that's what we did. We would meet several times a week, starting in Genesis, and I would formulate my questions and ask him them. I have to be honest, as the studies progressed, I did start to believe.
The Bible, from its beginning, from Adam and Eve - it powerfully captures you. I couldn't deny the power of the true, living Word.
Moreover, I noticed Witness 1's fire and passion, and that excited me. I have to admit, I was beginning to actually view him as more than a friend, but simultaneously, I was actually learning about Jesus Christ. Witness 1 was kind to me like Jesus Christ. I felt like, through him, I was learning who Jesus was because he exemplified it with his kindness toward me. He was the kindest man I had ever met.
I mean, at the time, I was kind of a mess - a drunken one at that. Yes, I called him drunk at times, but he never judged me for it. I guess I felt like I wasn't putting on a show for him, and I could say anything to him - that the Earth was flat or maybe gorillas were men in ape suits - and he listened.
In fact, there is a song that reminds me of our love, which is called "You Know What I Mean", and here are some of the lyrics:
I, I can't take things slowly
Come, then go away that's what they all do
Help me 'cause I'm feeling shaky
Tell me what's wrong with my brain
'Cause I seem to have lost it
'Cause I am afraid of the light
Yeah, you know what I mean
And I can't sleep alone at night
Yeah, you know what I mean
Lonely, that's not quite my problem
I have all that I need, haven't quite lost it
I try so hard to be happy
But something goes wrong once again
I was afraid of the light, and I felt he could understand what I meant. Also, my life was one big disaster. I tried so hard to be happy, but something always went wrong. Anyway, watch the above video. I seriously think that it is our love story, and I kid you not, the guy in the video looks like Witness 1 - we even joke it is one of his clones. The video ends with the Witness 1 clone jumping from what looks like a 5G tower with an American flag. I can see Witness 1 doing that...
Ultimately, that's what I really loved about Witness 1 - his passion and his fire. He didn't care what anyone thought of him, and I wanted that in my life.
I remember one time I called him and he's like, "Hold on a second."
I then heard him roll down the window of his car and start screaming about Trump to a bunch of pedestrians. Then, he came back like nothing happened, and I just thought, "What the h*ll?"
But I liked that. There was a fire there, and I felt that burning fire whenever I spoke to him. Also, it was pretty hilarious.
Finding Jesus Christ
As I continued with the Bible stories with Witness 1, I started to see my life more clearly - that it was not what God wanted in any regard. Again, though I may have been doing well professionally and may have looked happy on social media, inside I was a complete disaster.
One weekend, after partying extra hard and drinking some extra vodka, I woke up with a severe hangover like never before. My theory is that when one really starts to find Jesus, it gets harder to sin. Without Jesus, sin is easy. With Him, it gets difficult because He exposes it. I was reading the Bible and understanding Him, and all the sudden, my sins felt more real with more devastating consequences, especially drinking.
In the past, I used to be able to party and never have truly lasting or damaging effects. However, something was different about this morning.
When I woke up, I felt like I might actually die. My vision started to become blurry, and I thought I may be going blind. I honestly thought I might die in that moment, and my blood pressure was rising; perhaps, I was close to a heart attack. So, I yelled out, "Jesus Christ, if you are real, show me and I will worship you forever!"
In that very moment, Jesus Christ entered the room and fully healed me. The entire room became encompassed with His love - something I had never felt before - true, pure love. Though I did not see Him, I was 100% sure He was in the room with me, healing me in an instant. For the first time in my life, I felt what true unconditional love felt like, that despite my sins, Jesus Christ still loved me and wanted me to come to Him.
I was not only healed, but I witnessed a miracle. My vision returned to normal. My heart stopped racing, and I felt completely sober. Anyone who has ever drank before knows that is not how hangovers work.
In that moment, I became a true believer, but there was one thing I said that was very important.
"I will worship you forever."
That statement meant that everything in my life had to come crashing down.
The Comedown
Now, I've written several testimonies on the pure humiliation I went through the next few years, even getting a divorce. I have written on these humiliating testimonies, and I have repented from all my sins. Please have compassion and read my testimonies through the love and heart of Jesus Christ.
To avoid being repetitive, I am going to skip what has already been written. To summarize, I had to lose everything and give up the entire world. I had to face my past, the truth, and become a true follower of Jesus Christ. I had to give up the world I thought I loved and do everything against what the world was telling me to do.
I came down hard, and I was completely humbled.
Yet, there was one light that was always by my side. No matter how low I was, I could call up Witness 1 and by the end of the call, I'd be smiling.
I decided to take a chance and meet Witness 1 in Las Vegas, Nevada. This was an extreme risk and perhaps even dangerous, but I felt at the time that I had nothing to lose. I decided to risk my whole life and meet him. I thought, "It's my fault if I get killed for being so stupid." Seriously!
At the airport, there was a giant snowstorm, and I thought they may cancel my flight. This is hard to explain, but I knew we had to meet in the moment we scheduled, or we never would. I even almost felt like something was trying to stop us from meeting.
At the time, though I was newly Christian, I didn't really understand the power of prayer. Still, I prayed for the flight to go through, and it did. Again, I thought that any delay in meeting Witness 1 would be a disaster. I had to meet him at this perfect time.
We decided to meet at some casino, and I remember the first time I saw him. We had seen pictures of each other before, so there weren't really any surprises. I ran up to him, and then all my credit cards fell out of my wallet, and a bunch of items in my purse spilled all over. It was actually quite embarrassing, but he helped me pick them up. He then reached out his hand, and we held hands as walked through the casino. As for the rest of the story, I'm sorry, everyone, but what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas, but you can use your imagination. : ) Witness 1 will give you a hint: 10.
The trip was truly unlike anything either of us had experienced. It really felt like Adam and Eve were re-united after 6,000 or so years. I had found my Adam, and he had found his Eve.
Still, deciding to come together wasn't so simple, and it meant I had to forsake the life I knew and make a choice - a choice to give up the world I knew.
Funnily and perhaps ironically, I think we both told each other that we loved each other at the Pyramid at Las Vegas. I admit I was a bit tipsy, but I will have Witness 1 verify this memory. From this point, it seems a little funny. He verifies.
My Dreams
After I met Witness 1, I started having dreams. Many of these dreams were about me being with him, and how I must be with him - or else! In fact, in one dream, an angel came, set a timer, and told me that I had to be with Witness 1 by a certain deadline or I would pretty much die in agony (or something terrible). I took that dream seriously. For certain, I was told I would never have true love or a family if I did not take the chance to be with him. The timer was set.
While I am skipping many details, I listened to my dreams. In fact, I even now remind Witness 1 that I chose to marry him based off of a dream, and yes, I make all my major life decisions based on my dreams. Haha, he can't argue with that.
I'm going to skip to the good part and skip tons of devastating details for the sake of making this post about Witness 1 and our true love. This post is just thematically about our love - that's it. All the other embarrassing details can come at a later time.
After my divorce, Witness 1 told me that he must move out of his state and come to me. He decided to give up his entire life and move to where I was, and I agreed without much thought or question.
Then, within weeks, he officially asked me to marry him. I said, "Yes," and we had a simple but beautiful wedding.
In fact, our wedding was all about Jesus Christ. It was about how our love was enshrined in Him.
None of my friends or family came to the wedding, probably because they found it embarrassing that I was getting re-married. In fact, everyone told me not to marry Witness 1, and they tried to stop me. I decided for once to listen to God and not the world.
On our wedding day, we sang "Can't Help Falling in Love" instead of doing a wedding dance, and we enjoyed a simple honeymoon full of love and laughter. That was our first song together. Witness 1 notes, "In that moment, I was euphoric."
We were finally back together - The Last Adam and Eve
The New Genesis
Of course, us marrying seemed to spark some cataclysmic events in the universe, and while we loved each other greatly, it was like true spiritual warfare began, especially when we decided to have a child. Our marriage and birth of our son are directly aligned and intertwined with Covid (the crown) and Revelation 12. Our son was born with the beginning of tribulation.
One thing, however, I can say about our marriage is that one thing remains true: Nothing can break us apart. I am telling you that Witness 1 and I have been through Biblical-level spiritual warfare, and we have remained together. I believe some of our stories will be read and referenced on the New Heaven, New Earth.
No matter how angry we make each other or no matter how many stupid debates we have, we never truly split apart, and trust me - there have been some crazy, earth-shattering situations in our household.
We stand by each other no matter what. The truth is that our love shines as a testimony of true love to the world. We only have eyes for each other, and we would never get a divorce.
When I tell people Witness 1 and I are fighting, I want you all to understand - we have to fight to get to the truth. That is how this whole website and ministry came together - through the conflicts of Witness 1 and me.
In the beginning, a man listened to a woman, and the whole world fell. In the end, a woman listened to a man, and she's now helping bring back the true remnant of Jesus Christ. She's rebuilding what has been destroyed.
However, it requires both of us, and I will say this, Witness 1 is true fire. He is the definition of spiritual fire, and I mean it. Electrical appliances often explode when he walks in a room. Things just seem to explode around him! He is learning to maintain and manifest this energy properly.
Now imagine Witness 1 and me in a room together. People cannot even stand to be in our presence unless they are in the truth because we are so incredibly truthful. We thank our council for putting up with us.
We are real, authentic, and we have true love. I told Witness 1 that even if he was burned in a fire and permanently scarred all over his body, I would love him no matter what, and I mean that. I will love him no matter what for all of eternity. Again, watch that music video for more information.
Now, I don't claim Witness 1 is perfect, and neither am I, but Revelation 11 makes it clear that they are "clothed in sackcloth", which doesn't mean they are literally wearing sackcloth. It means they are repenting and mourning, as they come to the truth of their destinies.
True Love
To end, I wanted to share a poem I wrote for Witness 1 that I believe summarizes who he is as a person. I wrote this on our of our anniversaries, and I thought it would be perfect for this post.
So, I admit this testimony is just the beginning. As soon as we came together in marriage, things became...Biblical. Notice this is part 1 of this love story because there is so much more to write.
I left out much in this testimony to get to the point: Witness 1 and I were made for each other, like Adam and Eve.
To go back to the beginning of this testimony, last night, before bed, we were laughing about all of this. How did we even find each other?
Witness 1 asked, "How did I find someone like me?"
And I said, "Only God could have brought us together."
Truthfully, I believe there have been many conspiracies against us, some trying to tear us apart. However, I just want Satan to know that it is impossible.
The true love of The Two Witnesses is their power. It is the testimony of the beginning of their power.
When Witness 1 and I walk in the room, everyone notices because, together, some type of fire comes through us. This is the fire of God. We don't fit very well into normal society.
Perhaps many find these words melodramatic, but you all must understand: The Two Witnesses must be the most dramatic people alive. How else will they get the world's attention?
So, I am not done with this testimony, but I write this as my Christmas gift to Witness 1. Even with all of his imperfections, He is the closest man to Jesus Christ I have ever met.
Like the love of Jesus Christ, our love is eternal, powerful, and everlasting. I am thankful to be married to Witness 1, and there is nothing anyone can do to break us apart. Most of all, Witness 1 is loyal, just like Adam was loyal to Eve - even though she messed up really bad. He stuck with her even when they were cast out of Eden. Now, they are back again together in the end times, to rebuild what was destroyed through sin and to purify the world.
So, when will part 2 be written? Whenever God leads, but I pray this testimony puts some fire into the world to ignite the fire of tribulation through The Two Witnesses.
I declare it is our love that ignites the fire! As I write this, Witness 1 is finishing an important song, which will be the best song of all time. : )
With the fire and love of Jesus Christ,
Witness 2 aka Elisha
Rebel with a Cause by Witness 1
I found this in my email from Witness 1 about Jesus Christ
Jesus is one of the most captivating and intriguing characters of all history, leaving billions of people today wondering - who is Jesus, and was he really who he claimed to be?
There are no serious academics, historians, or scholars of antiquity who deny that Jesus existed as a person, had disciples, and was crucified by Pontius Pilate somewhere around the Passover in 33 AD.
The historical Jesus is so credible that even Wikipedia is forced to admit:
Virtually all scholars of antiquity and today accept that Jesus was a historical figure, and attempts to deny his historicity have been consistently rejected by the scholarly consensus as a fringe theory. [6][7][8][9][10]
The dating of the Gospels, from 40-70 AD, is not disputed, with John’s gospel largely accepted as being the last one of the canon completed. Former Homicide Detective and College Professor J. Warner Wallace writes:
John’s Gospel was written early enough to have been written by the Apostle himself, a man who saw the events firsthand and recorded them within the lifetime of those who would know if he was lying.
Wallace provides numerous credible historical arguments supporting the historicity of John’s gospel, such as extremely early historical attestation and references by church elders (Eusebius, Irenaeus, Origen, Jerome), papyrus and document evidence affirming early authorship, accurate historical descriptions and references to places, people, and events, and more.
In his Gospel, John refers to the Pool of Bethesda as extant, while it was destroyed by the Romans when they sacked Jerusalem between 70-73 AD, fulfilling Jesus’s prophecy that the sign of Jonah would be given to the generation that denied him – the destruction of their city 40 prophetic day-years after his judicial murder. This mention of the pool in the present text implies an authorship of at or before 70 AD.
The Gospels paint a compelling and authentic portrait of a disillusioned and dissatisfied young man, in fact, the archetypal portrait of a young rebel. Jesus was one of the few characters in history with enough courage and conviction to actually put his life on the line and die for his right to speak truth to power
He literally laid his life down so you wouldn’t have to, when everyone else on this planet seems to want you to lay down your life for them.
The media lies to you, the government lies to you, politicians lie to you - in a world oversaturated with lies to the point where "truth" has become subjective to many people, the Bible stands alone as an ontological and epistemological beacon of hope, through which we can discern God's loving nature as well as the true history of ourselves, why things are the way they are, and where we are heading.
There's never been a coherent, valid, and sufficiently explanatory answer to any of the key arguments that suggest that it is far more likely that a God exists than doesn't exist:
The Cosmological Argument:
• Every contingent fact has an explanation.
• There is a contingent fact that includes all other contingent facts.
• Therefore, there is an explanation of this fact.
• This explanation must involve a necessary being.
• This necessary being is God
The Fine-Tuning (Teleological) Argument
• The universe and/or world exhibits x (self-replicating organisms, DNA, 'walking' motor proteins, incredible complexity, etc.)
• The nature of x would suggest design by an intelligent mind
• Thus, the universe must be the product of intelligent design
And, The argument from Morals and Duties:
• If there is no God, then objective moral values and duties do not exist.
• Objective moral values and duties exist.
• Therefore, God exists
For all their bluster, atheists and materialists like Hitchens and Dawkins can only distract, mislead, belittle, and avoid these arguments, because at it's core, science simple can't answer the question of "how", only "why", and mediocrely at best.
Let's examine the resurrection of Christ. If the materialists are right and Jesus did not rise from the dead, then explain these three facts:
1.) The tomb was found empty
Jesus Christ's tomb was in a known location in Jerusalem, was publicly accessible to the public, was guarded by Roman soldiers, and was found empty. Anyone living or traveling to Jerusalem could have verified for themselves whether or not the tomb was empty. This faith spread like wildfire during the time of people who were alive during Christ and could have verified for themselves whether he really resurrected or not. Without the empty tomb, it would have been dead on arrival.
2.) The origins of the Christian faith
The concept of a dying, much less rising Messiah is nowhere to be found in Jewish Theology. Jesus’s disciples denied him and fled from him after his crucifixion - which had apparently exposed him as a heretic, a man literally cursed by God. Where did their newfound faith and courage to even die for the conviction that Jesus rose from the dead three days later come from, if not a truly resurrected Christ?
3.) The appearances of Jesus
We have numerous eyewitness testimonies that Jesus appeared after his death to supporters, skeptics (Thomas), and enemies (Saul/Paul) alike, and contemporary psychology lacks explanations or similar examples of these sightings. Hallucinations aren't shared, to imply they're all lying is an unusual and subjective abuse of textual criticism norms. Furthermore, if they were suffering from mental illness they would have done so within the ideological confines of their Jewish religion, not this radical new lens of Christianity.
Like the story of Christ, there is solid rational reasoning to think that the Bible is the verifiable, trustworthy Word of God, such as Equidistant Letter Spacing codes and numerous fulfilled prophecies. The Bible correctly predicted the exact year of Israel's creation over 2,000 years before it happened in Ezekiel, the name of King Cyrus 100 years before his rule in Isaiah, the exact method that would be used to kill Jesus by King David hundreds of years before his death, and more.
Archeological discoveries confirm that the Bible is trustworthy time and time again.
In fact, there’s never been an archeological discovery that contradicts the Biblical narrative in any way, and there’s not a single real scholar, academic, or historian that actually thinks that Jesus didn’t exist as a human being who suffered crucifixion under Pontius Pilate.
This is the best news of all – there is a God that loves us, and we can live forever with him.
Even better- God’s nature is Goodness itself, and this is revealed over and over again. You don't need me to tell you why, "his invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse.
- Romans 1: 19-20
- One day, all of humanity will be gathered before the Great White Throne. We are promised:
God will bring every deed into judgment, with every secret thing, whether good or evil.
- Ecclesiastes 12: 14
- Then I saw a great white throne and him who was seated on it. The earth and the heavens fled from his presence, and there was no place for them. And I saw the dead, great and small, standing before the throne, and books were opened. Another book was opened, which is the book of life. The dead were judged according to what they had done as recorded in the books. The sea gave up the dead that were in it, and death and Hades gave up the dead that were in them, and each person was judged according to what they had done.