"Jesus Wants to Scream." - Prophetic Word from My Son

I would like to introduce my son to the world, and I would like to share a brief testimony about him coming into the world and my life changing forever. I want to share a prophetic word from my son for the first time on this blog, as well. Father in Heaven, please bless and protect my son in Jesus's name.

Introduction - Two Miscarriages

While I always wanted children, I never believed that I would have them. After meeting Witness 1, I was devastated by two miscarriages, and it kind of seemed like maybe it wasn't in the cards for me, so to speak.

The first miscarriage nearly killed me, and the second one, well, that is when I began to lose hope.

However, I want to share a story about the second miscarriage for this post. In another testimony, I will share about the first one.

After I learned I was pregnant the second time, I was naturally fearful. I did not have high hopes, but in the back of my heart, I still thought it would work out. I had the names picked out and I had hope in my soul.

One night, while I was in bed and pregnant with the second baby, I could not fall asleep.

All of a sudden, the most powerful force of love came over me and comforted me for hours. It was like the Holy Spirit touching me, but more immensely than I had ever felt before. It lasted all night, and I received some type of prophetic word which said, "This isn't the time now, but I'll be back."

That night, I felt the soul of the baby leave my body, but I did not forget the comfort that God must have sent for me to cope with what was to happen.

The next day, I had no signs of miscarriage, so I felt maybe I was just being paranoid. That night, I went with Witness 1 for a lovely walk, as we often do. We took some pictures on the bridge over the river, and I remember how joyful I felt in that moment.

That evening, when I got home, I saw blood in my urine, and I knew what had happened. We rushed to the emergency room.

As the nurse desperately searched for a sign that there was still a baby, I knew in my heart it was gone. Witness 1 looked at me with mournful eyes, and we went home devastated. I think that is the first time I saw Witness 1 cry. I think.

In that moment, I put away hopes of ever having a child, and I went back to life as always.

My Miracle Baby

Obviously, based on the title of this post, I eventually did have a son, and it seemed like all odds were stacked against it happening.

I had an excruciating pregnancy with him, many miscarriage scares, and when he was born, he wasn't breathing for several seconds. It was hectic. We thought we might have lost him.

But, then, I will never forget the moment the doctor laid his head on my chest, and she told me he was a beautiful boy.

Here is a song to my beautiful boy.

My son was sent to me by God, and while I know everyone thinks their child is special (and they are), he really is a special and beautiful boy. He has light blue eyes and soft blonde hair, just like me. He is angelic, peaceful, and most of all, very close to Jesus Christ.

He talks to me about Jesus all of the time, and he often has prophetic insights at a young age. While I won't tell readers his exact age, he is between 2 and 5 years old.

He is my angel, and I love him. He is the reason I still go to work each day, otherwise I probably would have quit by now. He was sent to me by God, and he is one of the most well-behaved angelic children out there. He is not vaccinated, and Witness 1 and I refuse to give him vaccines at this time or ever. He is perfectly healthy, energetic, and linguistically intelligent. He is truly a beautiful boy.

While I will write my full testimony of becoming a mother and the insane amount of Satanic attacks that have happened to me since then, I wanted to share some prophetic words from my son tonight.

Witness 1 and I were driving and listening to music. Our son said, in the back seat, "Jesus has something to say."

"What is it?" I asked. This was not an unusual conversation because he talks about Jesus all of the time.
My son replied, "He says He wants to scream."
I said, "Why? Is He angry?"
He said, "Yes."
I said, "Why?"

It was getting harder to decipher, but my understanding was that Jesus was saying that Christians do not follow Him, and they do not read the Bible. They do not know the Jesus of the Bible.

He was saying that "Mama and me" have to do it - though I'm not sure what that is fully.

Still, he kept repeating that Jesus was angry, and I said, "Well, His wrath is coming upon the world. I just wrote about that today."

I asked Jesus why He sent the Word to my son, and He said He wanted people to understand His wrath in a simplified, childlike way. He also wanted me to introduce my son to the world, who will be extremely important in these end times. Finally, He wanted to validate my Word earlier, that Judgment is coming upon the world, and I am chosen as a Judge.

Later on, I will write about me and my son and our role in the end times. In the meantime, I just wanted to tell my son I love him, and the only reason I work in the beast system still is to help take care of him. I really do love him, and I will work hard for him and sacrifice for him.

I wanted him to see this letter one day, and I just want him to know I love him, and I am thankful God blessed me with a beautiful boy.

To my angel son and my two babies in Heaven, I love you,

Elisha (Mama) Witness 2