Hearing God's Voice Part 2: Miraculous Reader Testimonies
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Introduction
Just the other day, I wrote a post about hearing God’s voice, which I believe you should read first if you haven’t. After writing that, more information about His voice, as well as several testimonies, came to me. These testimonies are fantastic, so I challenge you to read the entire post.
Before I share the testimonies, in the first section of this post, I’d like to go back to the many anti-Christs that exist right now, with emphasis on Trump, who we believe is the main anti-Christ, or son of perdition, spoken of in the Bible.
One thing God put into my heart is how many are being deceived by the “voice” of the so-called “Christian right.” Truly, anybody who is still subscribing to a political movement is deceived. This is because these supposed Christians use a “false light” to deceive the masses, which I will talk about more in a moment.
When it comes to this movement, their voice is not that of Jesus Christ. It feels like it is His voice, but it is not, and that is what I am going to prove to readers.
Part 1: False Light “Christian” Right Leadership
I voted for Trump twice. When I reflect on it now, I was in the state of becoming Christian - a “baby” Christian, so to speak. At that time, I didn’t know my Bible as well as I do now, and I was still sinning and not quite living the holiest of lifestyles. So, with the first election, I sincerely believed what Trump said. I thought he was going to “drain the swamp”, which never really happened. Rather, he instigated Covid lockdowns and became the “father” of the Covid vaccine (the mark of the beast). In fact, I don’t think they could have pulled any of that off if Trump wasn’t president at the time. People trusted him, and sure, he had a lot of backlash, but he sure had what one would call worship, too.
Then, when the next election happened, and there were issues and challenges, as well as controversy about voter fraud, let’s just say something in me finally shifted about Trump. I started to see through him, and my spiritual eyes were being opened. The question I had was, “Why wouldn’t Trump do anything about this apparent voter fraud?”
Sure, sure, we can list a million excuses, but Trump was quiet, and we didn’t hear as much about him for a while. Still, Witness 1 and I prophesied he would be back, and we were right. This is at a time that many were saying that he was done for, perhaps referring to that “fatal wound” that so many speak about. Of course, only time may tell with that, but let me get to some new information for readers.
If I had really listened to Trump’s voice back in 2016, I would have realized it was nothing like Jesus. First of all, though we all may laugh at Trump’s jokes, and he is pretty funny in a "worldly" way, the questions you should be asking are these: Would Jesus speak like that to people? Would a true Christian speak like that to people? Remember, Trump claims to be Christian, so it is really important that we examine the fruits of those who claim to follow Jesus Christ.
When it comes to people like Trump, Musk, Carlson, and any other of the supposed “right” "Christian" politicians, do their voices align with the voice of God?
Now, for most reading, I believe you already know the answer to this question. To be sure, though, let’s look at some things these men have said and whether or not they align with God’s voice.
I typed in Trump’s name on YouTube today, and this was what came up on top:
As Christians, let’s really consider how Trump treats others. Again, he is funny - I get it. Still, do we ever question the sort of humor we have or appreciate in these end times and why? The more I become closer to Jesus Christ, the more I have understood that Trump’s mockery isn’t really what Jesus would accept. Did Jesus have a sense of humor? Of course, but as the article notes, it may not be the harsh, sarcastic, or even dark humor we are accustomed to in the end times. God has a sense of humor, though, and often it is above our full understanding! I'm sure all readers could point to a time where God acted humorously in their lives.
I remember one time, Witness 1 said, "Nobody is going to donate to our page." Literally, I am not joking, the next minute somebody had donated $100. This was after an extensive debate I was having with Witness 1, and let's just say, I smiled knowingly.
Don’t get me wrong - I have a pretty dark and peculiar sense of humor, and many of you have actually spoken to me and know this. Plus, maybe my writings indicate this on some level. However, one thing God has tried to show me is that my humor should not necessarily be at the expense of others.
Look, there will be arguments that Jesus Christ did not have a sense of humor, but the following linked article makes a great argument that Jesus does, in fact, have a sense of humor. Besides, we are made in the image of God, and therefore, it is likely that our sense of humor is in His image. After all, God laughs and even scoffs at the wicked, but God is always perfectly just. Satan, however, has an evil sense of humor that humiliates, degrades, and even destroys. That is how I would define Trump’s humor.
Remember, Jesus was sent as an example of how to live our lives. We never see an example in the New Testament of Jesus humiliating or denigrating others through humor like Trump's. Trump uses humor to make what he says or does seem innocent. Trump's humor doesn't help anyone but himself.
Moreover, there is a time and place to call out people as Jesus did, but what I’m asking you is when we look at these political leaders, some who claim to be following Jesus or Christians principles - do they act like Jesus in debate and discussion - or even attempt to?
When we think about how Jesus dealt with people, it was always fair and just. When he called out hypocrites, He had a right to, because He himself wasn’t a hypocrite. Jesus was (and is) perfect. That is not true of Trump.
Remember, it isn’t that we cannot judge others; rather, our judgment of others should be righteous. That is what Jesus actually meant when He talked about taking out the log in our eye. We are allowed to judge, yes, but we must first cleanse ourselves of any hypocrisy. So, we are told to be careful in how we judge because we will be judged by the same standards. Christians have taken this too far to try to interpret it as we can NEVER judge others, but that is not what Jesus was saying. We can judge when we are living righteously; however, we should be very careful to consider ourselves before judging anyone else. People don’t often quote the next part of Matthew 7:3 - 6:
- You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.
- 6 “Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.
Christianity doesn’t always have to be nice. So many Christians have lost themselves in their desperation to always be nice, which means pleasant or agreeable.
As Christians, we aren’t always supposed to be nice or agreeable! We have to call out evil, and often, that will lead to many hating us.
Still, actions of Christians should be done with love. When Jesus called anyone out, it was always done with love - to attempt to save their souls or change their ways.
Hence, I don’t write anything here on this website unless I can hold myself to the same standard. I mean that. I understand I will be judged by every word I have written here. Further, I try to write everything with love and compassion, even when I am calling people out.
Going back to Trump, his campaign is literally based on insults. How do Christians find this acceptable? They clearly are NOT testing Trump's voice and if it aligns to Jesus Christ.
Further, if we are just looking at his words, they are so boastful and proud, as Daniel has noted - magnifying himself above all. He has said things like, “I am the chosen one”, after all.
I don’t want to overdo it with Trump, as we have written much about him. Rather, I want you to consider his voice. Is his voice anything like Jesus? If not, why are Christians following him? They are following a false voice that does not represent Jesus Christ, but the spirit of the anti-Christ.
Next, we have Carlson, who is worshipped by the same group of people.
Tucker Carlson claims to be Christian, or Episcopalian, and I bet if you or I watched one of his videos, we would agree with a lot of what he says.
Still, remember, that is exactly what they do with this false light right. It feels good. It sounds good. But you have to pay attention to the details. The devil is in the details, after all.
One thing you will notice about these people is that they will tell you what you want to hear at the moment. Interestingly, Carlson once called Trump a “demonic force”, which has starkly contrasted with the image he painted of Trump on his Fox show.
So, what can we figure out from Carlson? He will say whatever he is told to say. It doesn’t really matter what he privately thinks - he will say the right thing for his power, money, and fame. He is an agent.
Yet, people trust his voice because it sounds good.
Musk, well, is already being declared as a “false prophet” because of his lies about free speech. People love him though, like they do Carlson, even though he has the same double-mindedness.
Trump, Carlson, and Musk say a lot of “good” stuff, and they backtrack all of the time. Their voices are inconsistent, and none of them truly follow the words of Jesus Christ.
So, I just wanted to note this when you are looking to men for information. Ask yourself, do these men follow the voice of God? Do their fruits show it? Listen to their words, and see if there is consistency. See if their words stand against scripture. This doesn’t just go for the men I mentioned - think of all the people out there that have a large fan base and are worshipped, even Christian preachers.
You will find that none of these men are saviors, and we are not to trust in men or chariots. Yet, the masses just want a circus, and that’s what they got! They have constant live entertainment and that is all politics really is. If you don’t know this by now, I am not sure how you even ended up on this site, but I'm glad you're here.
Perhaps I am preaching to the choir, but you might just need to hear this. You are not crazy. The world is crazy, and I highly recommend not paying much attention to the circus but preparing for what’s to come.
Right now, all you hear about is some missing Titanic sub, to promote the weekly 2 minutes of hate (I think this time it’s against rich people or something). I’d watch this clip for a moment, if you can.
So, with so many voices surrounding you, you must stand by the voice of Jesus Christ. You must read His word and truly pay attention to whether or not the voices around you align with what He says. Sometimes they will, but remember, there will be many deceptive false prophets twisting God’s word to trick people.
Now, for the next part of this post, I’d like to go into a reader's testimony about literally hearing God’s voice.
Anon’s Testimony of a False Jesus
After my first article on hearing God’s voice, I received an email from one of our true Christian brothers. I always look forward to his emails, as they are very contemplative and well-written.
He tells of a time he was deceived by a false Jesus. This was the email he gave me permission to share. Thank you, brother, as your honesty will help many.
Good morning, Witness 2. Once again your topic of choice is very closely linked to the lessons God is teaching me at this particular season of life.
To be more specific… Last night I spent some time in scripture and prayer/communing with God. This was all before I read your latest post or even was aware of it.
But God confronted me with the truth that a previous spiritual experience I had where I believed I met Jesus was in fact completely demonic. It was not Jesus.
I have been reluctant to even consider this because this experience was so supernatural and powerful that I was *sure* I met the real Jesus. But, no, what he said to me doesn’t line up with scripture, so it can’t be Him. And the spiritual power I experienced in the encounter was not proof of divinity - it merely shows me how much I underestimated the real power and presence of actual demons.
Here’s the experience. In about 2007 I was basically a NEET, smoking lots of weed, lonely, getting heavily into meditation, but I was still somewhat “Jesus-curious”, owing to my upbringing in the Mormon church cult. Looking back now, it’s so obvious I was probably infested by demonic influence, but at the time I was on a spiritual quest and was seeking some kind of higher truth.
One morning when I was half asleep half awake, I had a dream or vision where I encountered a man who I believed was Jesus. He never said he was Jesus, but he had a warm smile and I felt a sense of peace and acceptance and love emanating from him.
I asked him the most important question I could think of at the time: “What church should I go to [if any]?”
His response to me was to smile warmly, as if my question was as dumb and endearing as a toddler asking why the sky isn’t purple instead of blue. He answered, “Go to whichever church makes you happiest.” This answer is NOT biblical, but I didn’t know it at the time.
Next, I remember wanting to ask him if I could touch his hand to see if he was real, and I remember that he reached out and touched me before I could ask - almost as if he read my mind (although I believe demons can’t read minds, but they can shrewdly guess what we may be thinking). This was a very real, tangible, physical sensation, although I was experiencing it in a dream or vision state.
I woke up right after this and I laid in my bed for hours wondering if that really happened. It was a mind blowing experience, and up until just last night, I truly believed it was a genuine encounter with Jesus.
But God’s TRUE voice whispered again to me last night the truth that I have known in my heart for the last couple years: that entity’s message to me is not backed by scripture.
Further, we can judge by fruits. And after that experience I did not come closer to Jesus - I went deeper into new age, became an alcoholic, and generally destroyed my life and the lives of those closest to me for another 15 years before actually finding the real Jesus and bowing myself before Him as a sinner and receiving His true mercy and grace and love.
My take away from this newfound realization is this: demons are very real, and their influence in my life is much, much more profound and pervasive than I ever realized. Growing up in Mormonism I was surrounded by people (including family) who claimed to receive “ongoing revelation” and spiritual experiences regularly. Now I know that wherever these revelations and experiences aren’t backed by the Bible (which is most of the time), they are demonic.
Family members have seen dead relatives - that is demons. My grandmother saw a UFO - demons. I encountered many crazy experiences and entities during meditation and on drugs - all of which are demons.
The other big takeaway is how truly powerful demons can be. Don’t get me wrong - the war is already won and the one living inside of us is greater than the one in the world - but demons are capable of producing extremely potent supernatural experiences. I was holding on to the power of the supernatural encounter as evidence of it being from God. That was a mistake. I now realize that demonic encounters can be both very spiritually powerful AND pure deception. I now believe one of the devil's greatest tricks is making us think that *any* spiritual power comes from God and/or is evidence of God.
The devil’s deceptions are much more subtle than I realized. I had no idea how deeply I’ve been deceived — had no idea that spiritual warfare was taking place in me without even realizing it. That’s what is important here - realizing that we are under attack whether we consent to it / realize it / or not.
Thank you so much for your posts and your wisdom. You are a much needed influence for good in this evil world. Thank you for always bringing everything back to the bible. It is truly the anchor of everything.
God bless you both. You are in my prayers.
Witness 2 Commentary: Thank you for sharing this testimony, as it highlights that even the most “clever” of us can be fooled. Even as I read your post, I question some of the “spiritual experiences” I had before I became Christian, and I will have to consult Jesus on what was true and what was not.
People do not understand how difficult it can be to drop your pride and face that something you believe is a lie. This is so true for modern Christians in the “false light” church. They so badly want to believe Trump is real, that he is going to save everyone, and they will do anything to keep this deception alive.
I commend you anon, for not only your honest testimony, but also coming to the conclusion that something that was dear to your heart wasn’t the truth. Now that takes a man of God to face!
Military Anon’s Testimony
The next testimony was shared by a military anon who literally heard God’s voice.
I am a former recon marine, and all throughout my twenties I was an alcoholic womanizer. The job I had made me a bit of a sociopath and made me obsessed over combat. However, I have always been a warrior in my heart, and all the men in my family have been marines. I was raised on military bases, and my dad had a career as a marine.
I made a lot of bad decisions after I got out, ruined my first relationship, and essentially spiraled into a dark, drunken depression in my late twenties. I was dealing with mental trauma I had received from being in, mainly from verbal abuse and hazing and feeling I was never good enough, and that I was a terrible marine.
I was full of hatred. I would wake up hungover, look in the mirror and tell myself "I hate you". I would just go from one drunken hook up to the next, and I felt stuck with my current job situation and debt. I was having dreams of demons around me laughing at me while I was in a cage, multiple sleep paralysis dreams, including being suffocated by a black wave of goo, and other horrid dreams that I don't have anymore after turning to Christ. This suffering culminated into me attempting to take a permanent solution out, which luckily I survived with only a ringing right ear and a hole blown in my apartment wall and no one finding out.
Shortly after that, I had one of the most terrifying dreams I've ever had, with a cloaked figure that looked like a dementor from Harry Potter (crappy series I know) floating above me, watching me in a sleep paralysis dream I was completely awake in, and I had this knowledge in my head that it wanted my soul and it almost had me. I was an atheist at this time, as my former Catholic priest was caught being a pedo, and it drove me and my family from the Catholic church. I used to denounce God all the time and criticized the church all the time. I was a fool.
Well, after this happened I was completely scared, and I began working on getting into IT and turning my life around. I still drank, but over the next few years, I slowly started controlling my drinking. I have been clean for two years now from drinking, and I have made a new contract with God to now stop doing weed, as I used it to quit drinking, which has been going well so far. Prayer has helped immensely. I finally got my dream job in cybersecurity, and I have developed a relationship with a woman I'm going to be marrying soon.
I figured out Covid was BS after a couple months into it, and researching it took me down the rabbit hole, with 4chan being a primary source for info in addition to other youtube channels. I began questioning everything, and I made a decision out loud: "I am going to figure out the truth of the world." This also included researching religion and learning about philosophy. Over the first 11 months, I was learning an incredible amount about Hinduism, Buddhism, different philosophies and such. I finally realized after looking into Christianity that it was 100% true. I still remember when my soul realized this, I was completely shocked. I was alone in the house, broke down crying and started repenting. I didn't even know where to begin, as I had sinned so much and done some truly awful things. I felt weird afterwards, like my soul was rebooting.
Then my dream happened shortly after. This was unlike any dream I've ever had in my life.
I woke up in a dark temple, with a spiral staircase in the far left corner in the distance leading up, with a brilliant light shining down. To the right of it was a blurry figure in the shape of an angel with wings and a robe. I couldn't focus on it, like it was hard to see or some kind of forcefield was over it. It raised its left arm, and pointed to a small wooden table to the right of me, ahead of me a bit. It said (in my mind) "Go to the table."
I walked over and looked down. On the table were various small candles, all half melted around it. There were a bunch of wooden cards on it, but I can't remember what they looked like. On the left side of the bottom edge of the table was a carving of a tree with a round top, and the card on the right side was a carving of a pine tree. I didn't study dreams or symbolism during my studies so I know this wasn't my subconscious, and I ended up looking them up and asking /x/, and one person said the rounded tree sounds like a baobab tree. I looked it up and it looked just like it. It represented protecting people and survival. The pine tree represented undergoing a trial. Of course, I could be wrong in my interpretation. If you know the right meaning, correct me.
In the center of the table was a wooden card with a carving of Jesus, and as soon as I looked at it, the angel said "You will be tested beyond anything you can possibly imagine."
The scene shifted to a vision of me and my current fiancee in the mountainous woods somewhere, with many cars all abandoned around us. I think my fiancee had a baby with her. We heard people behind us screaming and gunfire erupting. I grab her and the baby and yell "Lets go towards the woods!". The dream ended, and I immediately woke up, and strangely my fiancee woke up at the same time and I told her the dream.
For the rest of 2022 and into the next year throughout 2023, I began praying and reading the Bible. I would have moments where I would not pray or read the Bible, but I would remember my dream and come back to it. I began seriously contemplating my life, my existence, God, the circumstances I've encountered and my relationship with God grew. I would be in contemplative meditative modes, sort of talking to God and praying for long periods of time doing things or just daydreaming. I finally declared to him that my life was forfeit, if I die doing the right thing then so be it. I wanted to embody all His good qualities and be as much of a paragon of his values as I can. This moment culminated a year later, on Halloween in 2022, almost exactly a year later since that dream.
We have gay men neighbors who we had sort of a feud with. They were heavy drinkers, and without going into all of it, we hated each other. They had insulted me and my gf at the time, and one of them tried apologizing to me when I was out in the backyard. I screamed at him you are out of your mind, and he walked away. Well, after coming to God, I realized I have to forgive them. I was out shooting one of my bows out back, and waited for my lady to leave for work. I said in my mind, "Alright God, here goes. Help me with the words." I walked over, knocked, but they weren't there. I then said to myself, well God I tried, I'll try later. As soon as I walked back over, they arrived. I laughed to myself and was like OK OK. I walked over and they were ecstatic with me accepting their apology and apologizing to them. I told them that God did this, and they agreed (I don't think they are seriously Christian, but who knows except God). After that happened, I went back home and felt really good, and decided to call an old friend and tell him the truth about something that had happened with us awhile back and apologized and told him I love him. He was like "Well dang man!" paused, and we continued chatting and he accepted me.
This was on Halloween. The next day something happened that completely dumbfounded me.
I was cooking in the middle of the day, and my fiancee was in the living room with me. I was contemplating God, when out of nowhere this small voice in my head said something like "...I would like that." I froze and was like "Wait, is this God?". It said "Yes it is I. The Living God, the God of Abraham, the Just One." And a few others I can't remember. He told me "I'm proud of you and what you did. You are my son and I love you. Don't tell her (my fiancee) you are talking to me just yet." I was flabbergasted and my fiancee told me I had some weird look on my face and asked me if I was OK. I started talking to him and He said "The more you talk to me, the louder and more clearly you will hear me." I asked him a few other things which I won't disclose, but He told me 2027 was going to be bad. That's all He would say.
Even now, I can talk to Him in my mind. I've tested Him to make sure it's not a demon or satan, and He has affirmed it many times and what He says always follows the word. When I sin, His voice goes away and I feel bad. It's been a struggle, but things have slowly gotten better and better, and life is going pretty great.
I've been training non stop in weapons, survival, trapping, foraging, snaring, fitness and other activities to prepare for what's coming. He has told me I'm one of his warriors, and I know I have to be strong to help others when the time comes. I also study and pray all the time, and plan to read the whole Bible, as I finished the whole New Testament. When this NWO smart prison or UFO demonic invasion or whatever happens I know this will be my destiny and I will suffer for Christ's love, and be the best Christian I can be.
Thanks for reading this. I just wanted to share it, and get your take on it. I never thought this would have happened to me. I am half worried about the future, mainly I am scared I will fail myself or God and not do the right thing, or be a coward if I do have to die doing the right thing. I want to make God and Jesus proud of me.
Commentary from Witness 2: Another powerful testimony. I got goosebumps as I read through it.
I agree with his description of hearing God’s voice. When I sin, it goes away. When I’m flustered, I can’t hear it. When I’m fearful, I can’t hear it. When I’m angry, I can’t hear it.
This shows that in order to truly hear God’s voice, we have to walk in some level of holiness - in the holy spirit. Of course, we all fall short of the glory of God, but the point is, the more tainted our temples are, the less and less we will have access to God’s true voice, which is why repentance is so important.
I also liked how he said he tests the voice, as we should do. I find it so interesting how many pastors and preachers and prophets claim to hear God’s voice, yet they never share a testimony of repentance or cleansing. That is a clue that we should be very careful trusting anyone who claims to hear His voice.
Still, the true sheep will hear His voice, and He will reveal to you your role as the true remnant of Jesus Christ. He has revealed mine on a large level, though I can’t really write any of that here right now. What I will say is this: treat yourself as if preparing for war. Did I mention I started running again? Anybody else getting that feeling?
Thank you anon, for sharing this beautiful testimony. I believe you are hearing God’s voice. Next, I asked him if he had any advice for readers, and here is what he said:
Military Anon’s Advice
So I did a segment on a self sufficiency podcast late last year when one of the members of that podcast and telegram group killed themselves. I was sad as I talked to the guy before, and he was a kind man who had gotten screwed over by his wife as she was cheating on him.
I thought about what I did step by step and how it brought me to where I am today, and how I could word this to atheists that listen to the podcast as there are many who weren't Christians and even Freemasons (who I've argued with on the telegram channel, which is another story). I wanted to bring even these godless people to God in the most direct way without them realizing it.
Just as I did prior to recording that podcast segment, I asked God to help me write this and be as coherent and truthful as possible. Praise be to Lord Jesus Christ and the Father. Amen.
Some of this stuff I have gotten from other philosophies, even from such philosophers as Nietzche. Even though he and the other writers are wrong in their view, it gave me certain ideas and I re-weaponized it into Christianity and my relationship with God. I will explain.
1. This society offers nothing to you. Absolutely nothing. You must "do battle against the dragon" as Nietzche put it and create your own purpose. Despite how wrong he was in many of his writings, I still learned from this syphilis-ridden incel a valuable lesson.
The story of the camel, the lion and the baby resonated with me as I realized that I had many false ideas, presumptions and desires put into me by the satanic system that was running the world. I know Nietzche was referencing the Christian order when he wrote that, but it's ironic (And God loves irony) how now the godless world he envisioned coming true has now allowed me to use his words to help me realize the ultimate Truth, which was God.
I had wanted to fight in a war that was a proxy for globalist Satanists, and even after leaving the military and getting a degree in Arabic, I wanted to work for the CIA. I often thought to myself,
"They are the good guys, I mean look at Tom Clancy's Splinter Cell and James Bond! Being a professional spy and assassin is cool! It's for the good of the country!!"
It was all predictive programming.
You as a man need to realize that Satan implants these false ideas in EVERYONE. The only way you are going to root these out is by accepting the truth, which is the Lord, as he is literally the truth. This means having to put aside things you used to idolize and being honest with yourself.
What I used to value and what I value now are completely different. I was lucky that despite being a hateful atheist, I still valued the truth (except Christianity, as I was driven from the church due to a pedophile priest being caught. In my hatred of the Catholic Church, it blinded me towards God). As a man, under the guidance of God, you need to form your own values and purpose.
I don't mean "Do as thou wilt" as the Satanists and occultists in the media/ government love to subliminally imprint on the masses. What I mean is you need to do what God designed you to do.
For instance, I have always been interested in survival, combat, shooting and being sneaky ever since my first memory as a small boy. I know, it sounds weird, but I have always been attracted to rogues, scouts and rangers in fantasy. There is a freedom in being able to surreptitiously travel in the wild and hide from enemies; it is essentially a force multiplier for a warrior. Being able to live off the land and be independent has always appealed to me.
When I became an adult and got sucked into the special operations mindset when I served as a recon marine, it became warped, almost like a dark inversion of my true purpose. I wanted to be a CIA assassin and murderer, to lie, cheat and steal legally and indulge in these dark fantasies. I wanted to be some "JSOC Jedi". In essence, I developed a dark persona from this inversion because I believed the satanic government's lies of this world.
I now believe that my true purpose is to be a modern hunter-gatherer. There are men who brave the woods and fields and streams to collect their dinner, sometimes illegally. I found a book called "Walk with the Wildman" shortly after converting that changed my views forever on what I wanted to do after I converted to God.
The traits of freedom, self sufficiency, surreptitiousness and self mastery are the traits of our ancestors living with nature and God in a time forgotten. My further investigation into game laws, how bullshit they are and how the government uses them to control people and their food, further convinced me this was the right path.
You as a man need to figure out what your purpose is. You can only figure this out with God. You may very well believe in an inversion of your true self, and not even know it.
2. You need to learn real stuff. Do not get sucked into entertainment and pleasure.
I have always liked video games like most millennial men. It is a vice. I've spent hundreds of hours playing games in my life. I also love watching YouTube, which can be a huge time sink. It can, however, also be a useful tool to learn new skills and information.
When I was suicidal and depressed, drinking my life away watching brain-washing movies and playing stupid games, I felt lost. I couldn't see beauty in anything, and I had no idea what I wanted to do after leaving college. My grades weren't good enough for the CIA, and I felt like a loser. I thought about how I should have gotten a STEM degree and have gotten into tech to get a high paying job. I messed up my relationship with the only woman I ever loved because I lusted for other women. I was getting fat from the beer, and I was suffering such crippling depression I couldn't leave the bed except to get more beer and whiskey. It was like I was in a dark abyss and I couldn't find an escape.
When you get to this point as a man, you absolutely need to get over this self-pity. It will destroy you, physically, and spiritually. You will get fat like I did. You will start getting health problems, your psyche will be open to demonic attack and your dreams may be full of these nightmares like mine were.
The only thing that is going to save you is discipline, and a carefully developed iron will, which can only come from God. Don't be like me and go at it from a round-a-bout way as an atheist until I finally realized it was God helping me, but go straight to the source and repent your heart out and talk to God. You need to be, sorry for my language, absofuckinglutely RUTHLESS with yourself. You need to observe yourself as a third party, and admit how much of a weak man you really are. How you can't commit to anything, how you make excuses for everything, how women see right through your ego, and how much you hate this false self that suffocates your real divine soul that God intends to give you.
You are living through one of the most hellish times in known history. We don't have Nephilim rampaging and eating us like our ancestors [at least not yet! - added by Witness 2] but we ARE living in a literal matrix of mind control and possibly the coming of Lord Jesus Christ. God chose you to live in this period of history for a reason. Isn't that exciting? He knows you can handle this. The God of Abraham KNOWS you can handle all this. What other validation do you need?
What are you going to do about it? Are you gonna fall into despair and numb yourself? You going to be a limp-dick reject that wallows in how unfair it was that you don't have everything you deserve or how you have been wronged? No.
This is a test. God is testing you. So it's time to man up and prepare for war.
There is a term I like from this podcast, he calls it Uncertainism. He describes it as a state of mind of being unable to be sure of the truth of anything. Our history, who we really are as humans, what is really going on in the government and the elites, our future, what will happen to us and our kids: Everything. This modern Uncertainism is driving people mad with anxiety and depression, and they don't know how to cope.
Well the only way you are going to cope with all of this is if you become charmed with false ideologies, become a psychopath, or you turn to God. That's it.
Drugs and booze aren't going to make things better, becoming a Nazi/constitutionalist/Trump/BLM/antifa useful idiot isn't going to help and killing your way out of this mess won't help either. The enemy has total control over everything. Because this was supposed to happen. But if your blinders are on, you can't see this.
Start learning real skills and knowledge. Learn how to become self sufficient like the men of the Bible. Learn God's creations, learn plants, animals, how to find them, eat them, how to make things yourself. Build your strength, learn weapons. Think about your death daily, think about how dying for God is the ultimate honor. You will begin to not fear death, and the enemy will have nothing to threaten you with.
The warrior's way is not unique to the pagans. God has his own warriors, in fact, they are the greatest warriors ever known. Because they don't fight for themselves. They are a living sacrifice that will give their lives for God's innocent children and people. That level of bravery is, in my humble opinion, one of the most noble callings for a man, besides spreading the word of God and the good news. And you don't have to be prior military or police to be one.
Learn the Bible, pray, get close to God. Learn Stoicism and even learn about other philosophies.
Christians may or may not agree with me on this. But I came to God when I saw similar patterns between pagan religions, satanic philosophies like Communism and the occult. I saw how even these evil people believed in a Creator and God. The modern church doesn't talk about this, which is a tragedy. Being able to piece together how everything is related and how it's working against you will strengthen your faith, or even bring you to it like it did me. Maybe that's why they don't talk about it.
Finally, try to achieve a state of contemplative prayer and meditation. While you are going about your day, contemplate your relationship with God, your life, how far you have come, what you need to learn and work on. Try not to numb yourself. It's ok to relax and have some entertainment to recuperate. But don't overdo it. I think we all suffer from this as everything is oversaturated, and its hard to avoid the temptation. But I promise if you do this, you WILL see improvements and your life will get better.
Thank you for reading this. Remember, God has a plan for you. Its all on you to fulfill it. Don't be weak.
God bless you all.
Commentary from Witness 2: All I can say is wow. Witness 1 agrees with his entire testimony and advice, as well.
I don’t have anything to add. Let’s just say I feel super motivated after reading that. I can’t wait to hear reactions from readers.
God bless you anon for sharing so honestly. This is what we need from the body of Christ. This is what we need from the true remnant reading.
Miracle Testimony from Witness 2’s Fast
For this one, you’re going to have to determine if it is from God or not. The anon in this testimony and I have reached the conclusion that what happened was directly an act of God, but I invite all readers to be skeptical and pray to God and ask for themselves.
As you all know, I talk about fasting a lot. At this point, I think I’m just in a state of fasting perpetually because I’m sincerely preparing to go days without eating. I have many reasons behind this, but I’m preparing to share my food with others, especially children. I am glad I don’t sound as crazy anymore after military anon shared his testimony!
So, on Sunday as I was eating, I had a word from God. He said, “This should be your last meal of the day. You need to fast for at least 24 hours.”
I really don’t usually fast on Sunday. I just don’t like to fast on the weekends as much as I want to give my body a break - but I listened to what I believed to be God’s voice.
I asked God, “Who am I fasting for?”
He replied, “Those of the true remnant of Jesus Christ.”
Witness 1 thought it was slightly unusual, too. He said, “You’re really doing a 24 hour fast today?” I said, “Yup”, but I think he just gave up on questioning me at this point about the things I am doing spiritually. (haha!)
I didn’t ask him to join me, as for some reason I just felt compelled I had to do this fast alone.
The night went by, and I didn’t struggle.
When I woke up, though, I had to note that this fast was so different from any I had ever done. When I am fasting, this may sound strange, but I often can feel the demons I am fighting. There are familiar ones. These are ones of anger or bitterness that often come up because they are some of my sins I am still fighting. Most of my fasts feel very similar, and I am usually well aware of what to expect when I do them, as I am often fighting recurring demons and thought patterns and trying to overcome.
For this one, though, I felt like I was battling something different. It didn’t feel like it was for me.
Of course, I did still pray for myself at times, but I kept going back to praying for people in the true remnant who needed a miracle - for those who needed to overcome something. I asked God to free whoever needed to be freed and to use my sacrifice to help whoever needed help.
In the afternoon on the second day of the fast, I went to the park, and I felt so unusual. I want to note that the “holier” I get, it is more like people will start spontaneously talking about God around me (or these are gangstalkers, haha).
The woman next to me was talking about God so loudly and just saying all of these different things about not fearing the Devil. I just listened. Normally I interject and preach (Witness 1 can vouch that I do preach in real life to people often), but I just relaxed and listened.
I sat on the grass and watched the children play. I wasn’t hungry. I just felt strange. I knew I had to finish this fast for someone, and when it was time to eat again, I thanked God and that was that.
I want to note I also did not share I was fasting with anyone publicly other than Witness 1.
So imagine my surprise when I received an email from a reader that asked me something along the lines of, “Were you praying for me or something? Something has changed in me.”
Here is the series of emails where they shared their testimony. Their email was entitled “For You”, which they must have somehow known I would like. Witness 1 just asked (I'm reading this to him out loud), "Why do you like that?" And I just said, "I just like it!" Haha, I can't explain - it's just something I would like, and God would know that.
Anon:
Me:
Anon:
Me: To summarize, I replied that I do indeed think what happened was due to my fast. I said I no longer believe in coincidences, and that God had verified that it truly was because of the fast.
Anon:
So, what do you think? What does God's true voice tell you? I think, for certain, that God is teaching me how to fast for people! God bless you, anon, and I will continue to pray that you are free and enjoying your freedom in Jesus Christ. Thank you for allowing me to share your amazing testimony and also listening to God's voice to send me the original email with the title I liked.
Conclusion: You Don't Need Anything to Serve Jesus Christ
I have a friend who tells me she hears God's voice. She also is convinced that she needs to follow Old Testament rituals and celebrations. We have written many times on how there is no need to follow the Old Law anymore, but that is beside the point for this conclusion.
So, she is claiming this voice has her purchase things for celebrating these rituals of the Old Testament.
I thought to myself, if her version of God is the true one, then all of us better have a lot of money to perform all of those rituals!
Certainly, most reading this are NOT rich, and most of us don't have a lot to physically offer to Jesus Christ. Of course, we should give to the poor (and websites like this!), but the point is, you can come to Jesus Christ with nothing, and you need nothing but faith to follow Him.
Of course, I have written how faith produces works, but the point is, you need nothing for salvation. It is free. That is what is so beautiful about Jesus Christ. You don't need anything, but He is everything for you.
I have heard of a testimony, where a person was drowning, and they just thought the name Jesus, and they were saved.
That is how amazing He is. In her near death, she had NOTHING to give Him, but He came.
When you hear people claim they hear the voice of God, test them. Though I love my friend, I believe she is hearing a false voice. I do try to debate her and lead her on the right path, but there is only so much I can do. These voices are powerful, and I ask you pray for her.
I don't ever mean to make fun of anyone when I write. As the first testimony showed, we can all be so easily deceived. I have certainly been deceived before!
- Father in Heaven,
- I pray that this writing helps people more clearly hear your voice.
- In Jesus's name, I pray.
- Witness 2
